asleep in life's waiting room

I laughed. 

I laughed. 

Im pissed at everyone and thing this week and this is the only outlet I have with no social ramifications. Not having tumblr followers is kind of nice. 

2012 sucked. 

I started off living with shitty dudes at a shitty house and paid way too much for it. 

I got a shitty job back because I turned 21 and needed money for drinks. 

Turning 21 was cool though. 

I took shitty classes. 

I ended up doing pretty well in them though. 

I didnt make any new good friends in school. 

I moved back home. That was cool because my apartment sucked, but no one wants to move back home. 

Then I went back to camp. I had a good summer, but I’m not sure if what I got out of it was worth it. 

I got dumped. 

I didnt make enough money. 

I didnt make friends. Again. 

I moved into another shitty house, realized the last shitty house was somehow better, and that a bunch of dudes I really liked are the some of the worst people ever. 

I lost more money. 

I started feeling really sorry for myself. 

I got ditched a lot.

People didnt take me seriously. Ever. 

I had some really good friends move away. 

My other good friends actually have lives. I’m still like a sophmore. 

I got poorer. I think I bought too many drinks. 

My great aunt died. Funerals suck. 

I found out my cousin has end stage liver cirrhosis. Family gets to deal with that. 

Made stupid student loan payments. 

Did really bad in school.

Stopped caring about a lot of things. 

Got sad. 

Ended up feeling more alone than I ever have. 

So In 2013. 

I’m going to be more productive. 

Im going to make enough to be comfortable, and be happy doing what I do. 

I’m going to make better friends, and spend more time with the ones I care about. 

I’m going to tithe. (I’m really bad with money. It’s best if I leave that up to the big guy.)

I dont need to be alone all the time.

I’m going to quit beating myself up so much.

I’m going to play more drums.

I’m going to cook more.

I’m going to meet new people. I’m going to like them.

I’m going to read more.

I’m going to get out of bed. 

danmariska:

a little video we did with carl hansen

This is hilarious and awesome. 

danmariska:

Thanks for coming to the Turf Club the other night everyone.  Here is our next show.  It’s in Duluth so we’ll see you there if you’re Nick Westgor…. Also TPSF are releasing a brand new cd so that will be AWESOOOOME. Super excited. Did you know that Duluth has a Pizza Luce ANNNNND an Electric Fetus!!!?? #truth

To all 8 of you that follow my tumblr….

danmariska:

Thanks for coming to the Turf Club the other night everyone.  Here is our next show.  It’s in Duluth so we’ll see you there if you’re Nick Westgor…. Also TPSF are releasing a brand new cd so that will be AWESOOOOME. Super excited. Did you know that Duluth has a Pizza Luce ANNNNND an Electric Fetus!!!?? #truth

To all 8 of you that follow my tumblr….

just to remind you

danmariska:

tomorrow the boys choir is playing at the turf club with france camp, wolf mountain, and the crash bandits (mutt)

music starts at 9pm sharp and it’s $5.

party!

The poison makes its way through my body slowly
Into the pleasure centers of my brain
If you were here I would admit that I’m an asshole
But now it’s over and I can’t stay sober
Though it isn’t like I tried
And on the front porch, or on an airplane on vacation
Or out for dinner in a nearby town
I was so proud just to have you sitting with me
But now it’s over and I can’t stay sober
Pour and swallow
Follow one shot with another
I’ll keep on till you agree to come back over
Or until there are x’s on my eyes
My old man always swore that hell would have no flame
Just a front row seat
To watch your true love pack her things and drive away