asleep in life's waiting room

Okay, jokes aside.

I have nothing. Life is weird. 

Im pissed at everyone and thing this week and this is the only outlet I have with no social ramifications. Not having tumblr followers is kind of nice. 

2012 sucked. 

I started off living with shitty dudes at a shitty house and paid way too much for it. 

I got a shitty job back because I turned 21 and needed money for drinks. 

Turning 21 was cool though. 

I took shitty classes. 

I ended up doing pretty well in them though. 

I didnt make any new good friends in school. 

I moved back home. That was cool because my apartment sucked, but no one wants to move back home. 

Then I went back to camp. I had a good summer, but I’m not sure if what I got out of it was worth it. 

I got dumped. 

I didnt make enough money. 

I didnt make friends. Again. 

I moved into another shitty house, realized the last shitty house was somehow better, and that a bunch of dudes I really liked are the some of the worst people ever. 

I lost more money. 

I started feeling really sorry for myself. 

I got ditched a lot.

People didnt take me seriously. Ever. 

I had some really good friends move away. 

My other good friends actually have lives. I’m still like a sophmore. 

I got poorer. I think I bought too many drinks. 

My great aunt died. Funerals suck. 

I found out my cousin has end stage liver cirrhosis. Family gets to deal with that. 

Made stupid student loan payments. 

Did really bad in school.

Stopped caring about a lot of things. 

Got sad. 

Ended up feeling more alone than I ever have. 

So In 2013. 

I’m going to be more productive. 

Im going to make enough to be comfortable, and be happy doing what I do. 

I’m going to make better friends, and spend more time with the ones I care about. 

I’m going to tithe. (I’m really bad with money. It’s best if I leave that up to the big guy.)

I dont need to be alone all the time.

I’m going to quit beating myself up so much.

I’m going to play more drums.

I’m going to cook more.

I’m going to meet new people. I’m going to like them.

I’m going to read more.

I’m going to get out of bed. 

just to remind you

danmariska:

tomorrow the boys choir is playing at the turf club with france camp, wolf mountain, and the crash bandits (mutt)

music starts at 9pm sharp and it’s $5.

party!